SALIVA DRIPPING DOWN YOUR NECK SWALLOW, AND YOU’LL NEVER FORGET HE SAID DON’T CRY DON’T SCREAM, LET ME INSIDE OF THE BODY YOU LEFT FOR ME TONIGHT SALIVA DRIPPING DOWN YOUR LEGS LATHERED WITH YOUR FINGERTIPS HE LIKES TO SLIDE HIS FINGERS IN AND OUTSIDE OF THE WOUND HE MADE IN ME WITH HIS KNIFE THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED THIS IS WHAT YOU GET THIS IS WHAT YOU CAME FOR AND YOU’LL NEVER FORGET SALIVA DRIPPING FROM HIS LIPS AM I BODY OR JUST A DIAGRAM I CAN’T CUT MYSELF OUT OF THIS DEPICTION I’M IN SO I JUST CUT MY OWN SKIN THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED THIS IS WHAT YOU GET THIS IS WHAT YOU CAME FOR AND YOU’LL NEVER FORGET SALIVA A WOMAN HE NEVER MET SALIVA, AND I WILL NEVER FORGET HE LIKES TO SLIDE HIS FINGERS IN AND OUTSIDE OF THE SHELL THAT BY MAN IS DEFINED

You don't want me (So stop pretending you do) You don't love me (So just unscrew the screw) Get off me (You fucked me through and through) You don't want me (I hope this is the last I see of you) Get out of may head, get of my mind Get out of my bed, leave the memories behind A crack in the earth where I'll never find Fuck You don't want me (So stop pretending you do) You don't love me (So just unscrew the screw) Get off me (You fucked me through and through) You don't want me (I hope this is the last I see of you) You don't want me (So stop pretending you do) You don't love me (So just unscrew the screw) Get off me (You fucked me through and through) You don't want me (I hope this is the last I see of you) Who's this bitch that said I was special Who's this bitch that said I have potential Who's this bitch, I want my freedom back Who's this bitch that said I was special Who's this bitch that said I have potential Who's this bitch, I want my freedom back I want my freedom back I want to dye it black

They call us sick sick sick Triple six six six Aborting Jesus from our lips I ain’t trying to climb a crucifix Ain’t trying to be something that don’t exist The sickness will persist They call us sick sick sick Triple six six six As if there’s a cure for this As if they know what sick is Baby I own my sickness The sickness will persist Call my love sick sick sick Call my love sick sick sick Call my love sick sick sick Cross my heart six six six Triple six six six It ain’t a crime I commit The sickness already is (Triple six six six) And no, I won’t ask forgiveness No, I won’t call it sin No, I won’t ask for acceptance As if you ever had a choice in this And no, I won’t call it sickness No, I won’t call it sin But baby if it’s sickness Then hell, I’m sick sick sick Sick sick sick They call us sick sick sick Triple six six six Sick sick sick I ain’t fucking sick sick sick I ain’t fucking sick sick sick

If you had god on your side I’d say it was Suicide Death to the butterfly That was just trying to spread its wings Moth moth moth on fire Kill all your dreams and desires There’s a higher power here And it’s feeding off your fear Boys will be boys and girls will be hurt And what you get is what you deserve And if it leaves a scar it’s a scar you’ve earned Just an apologist Just a broken little bitch Can’t bite at their own pitch Yeah I call you hypocrite You took away a life And gave me a hell I call mine So if you don’t want to pay the price Don’t you dare make it mine My closet is a butchery Slaughter of my feral dreams Hope for anything I wanted to be It’s a man’s world now you see and it screams Rape rape rape rape me Tran-Tran-Tran- translate me Manipulate and break me You won’t ever believe me Boys will be boys and girls will be hurt And what you get is what you deserve And if it leaves a scar it’s a scar you’ve earned Think about what you can’t undo Yes history has its hands wrapped around you History has its hands wrapped around you History has its hands wrapped around you Just an apologist Just a broken little bitch Can’t bite at their own pitch Yeah, I call you hypocrite You took away a life And gave me a hell I call mine So if you don’t want to pay the price Don’t you dare make it mine Just an apologist Just a broken little bitch Can’t bite at their own pitch Yeah, I call you hypocrite You took away a life And gave me a hell I call mine So if you don’t want to pay the price Don’t you dare make it mine

We go insane We go insane We go insane We go insane We go insane And you’ll never know my name Just another body you put to shame I know the other girls feel the same We go insane Just another corpse in the closet If I had your love I had already lost it Your love was a wrapper to pain And now nothing will be the same We go insane We go insane We go insane We go insane We go insane We go insane You don’t even know my name You gave me your own My skin was yours to be shown I know I’m not alone But I can’t stand up Without fearing the fall Because when I fell You’d remind me who gave me it all I go insane We go insane We go insane We go insane We go insane I go insane Tangled web of a brain Catching bugs that all say the same I don’t deserve a thing I go insane I’m losing weight As I’m losing space Afraid to leave a trace They’ll only know me by my grave And nothing will ever be the same We go insane We go insane We go insane We go insane

THEY TRIED TO KILL THE WOMAN IN ME BOUND TOGETHER MY HANDS AND FEET THEY WILL NEVER SET HER FREE DEATH TO MY VIRTUOUS ANONYMITY YOU‘RE FUCKED BY A GROWN ASS WOMAN HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL DEEP UNDERNEATH THE FAÇADE THAT I NEVER BOUGHT I DON’T BELIEVE IN THE SHIT YOUR FATHERS TAUGHT YOU YOU CAN'T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME BECAUSE WOMAN IS IN EVERYTHING YOU CAN’T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME BECAUSE WOMAN IS IN EVERYTHING THEY TRY TO KILL THE WOMAN IN YOU SUCK HER FROM EVERYTHING YOU DO THE UNDESIRABLE IN A WORLD UNTRUE BORN TO RIP A HOLE IN MAN’S UNRULY WOMB GOD IS A MOTHERFUCKING WOMAN YOUR FREUDIAN LOGIC DON’T MEAN SHIT TO ME I DON’T WANT TO FUCK MY FATHER I WANT TO FUCK THE HOLY DIVINE MOTHER YOU CAN'T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME BECAUSE WOMAN IS IN EVERYTHING YOU CAN’T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME BECAUSE WOMAN IS IN EVERYTHING YOU CAN’T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME BECAUSE WOMAN IS IN EVERYTHING YOU CAN’T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME BECAUSE WOMAN, WOMAN IS MY PLEA

My body wails and screams The thoughts that a single touch can leave The thoughts a single night can leave The scars a single man can leave I walk around circles in my head Looking for a single etch Of the woman I used to be And the belief that the fault belongs with me Blame it on the whore moans Blame it on the whore moans Blame it on the whore whore Moans I turned my back on god for you I did all the things you wanted me to do But it was nothing in the end Just another thing to repent And another part of myself to resent Another part of myself to resent Another part of myself to resent You’re just another sin that I'll have to repent Blame it on the whore moans Blame it on the whore moans Blame it on the whore whore Moans We all want the punishment Guilt is our reverence Can’t look past the elegance Of infinite torture We all want the punishment Sell ourselves to pay our stay Humanity can wait Torture is our new fate Blame it on the whore moans Blame it on the whore moans Blame it on the whore whore Moans Blame it on the whore Blame it on the whore Blame it on the whore Blame it on the whore

What the hell am I doing here Came to the same place every year I live the same life, I commit the same crimes I am the same wife that’s been holding back a year of tears Because nothing is the same When they know what’s in your head It’s just another cigarette To watch burn in smoke signal regrets I hate the person that I am I hate the person I’ve become But it’s hard to leave a loving hand A hand that knows how to shove You don’t love love me like you say you do I stayed tied to a bed untrue I’ll suffocate myself till my face matches This sad heart of blue I’ll love you like Sadie Mae Ill swallow like a heart in pain I would’ve taken everything Until they would’ve taken me You can’t look me in the eye Your touch feels like suicide Death to the life we once had A life I’ll never get back What the hell am I doing here Who the hell dared to let me in I’m not a body of innocence I’ve been marked with a body of sin And I’m afraid I won’t get to heaven Because I’m made to withstand hell Out of all of gods angels I just had to be the one that fell And when I say I’m crazy Don’t forget we live in a crazy world But I know I’ll always be that crazy girl Wear a man’s marking like a pearl He hit me and it felt like a kiss Cause if it didn’t it felt so bad I’ll always be a crazy girl The craziest you’ll ever have I’ll love you like Sadie Mae Ill swallow like a heart in pain I would’ve taken everything Until they would’ve taken me Love letters from a padded room I’ve been trying to cut into my leg I’ve been asking god to live But you know that I will never beg And I’m afraid I won’t get to heaven Because I’m made to withstand hell Out of all of gods angels I just had to be the one that fell And I’m afraid I won’t get to heaven Because I’m made to withstand hell Out of all of gods angels I just had to be the one that fell I’ll love you like Sadie Mae Ill swallow like a heart in pain I would’ve taken everything Until they would’ve taken me You can’t look me in the eye Your touch feels like suicide Death to the life we once had A life I’ll never get back You can’t look me in the eye You can’t look me in the eye You can’t look me in the eye You can’t I’m a crazy girl I’m a crazy girl I’m a crazy girl Borne from a crazy world

My fingers bleed inside I wear the feral hide Eyes closed, mind open wide Can't save me if you tried Fuck forbidden fruit I'm forbidden too I belong in chains So I must now obey Tell me that this world Will always look the same Tell me there's no hope No chance at life to tame Your door is opened wide I've seen the angels cry I've seen the demons laugh Warded from questioning why I spill milk all the time Emotions aren't that kind You know my weaknesses So you control my mind Tell me I'm your girl But I am just your slave Tell me it can't get worse In darkness I am safe I'm told to just breathe Suck it up and steep Evaporate that steam Put the fire out in me Sell away my soul Give you full control I've given in whole I still fear the cold Maybe it's my fault Maybe you're right Tomorrow we'll all pay Tomorrow comes tonight