1. |
Saliva
02:50
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SALIVA
DRIPPING DOWN YOUR NECK
SWALLOW, AND YOU’LL NEVER FORGET
HE SAID DON’T CRY
DON’T SCREAM, LET ME INSIDE OF THE
BODY YOU LEFT FOR ME TONIGHT
SALIVA
DRIPPING DOWN YOUR LEGS
LATHERED WITH YOUR FINGERTIPS
HE LIKES TO SLIDE
HIS FINGERS IN AND OUTSIDE OF THE
WOUND HE MADE IN ME WITH HIS KNIFE
THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED
THIS IS WHAT YOU GET
THIS IS WHAT YOU CAME FOR
AND YOU’LL NEVER FORGET
SALIVA
DRIPPING FROM HIS LIPS
AM I BODY OR JUST A DIAGRAM
I CAN’T CUT MYSELF OUT
OF THIS DEPICTION I’M IN
SO I JUST CUT MY OWN SKIN
THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED
THIS IS WHAT YOU GET
THIS IS WHAT YOU CAME FOR
AND YOU’LL NEVER FORGET
SALIVA
A WOMAN HE NEVER MET
SALIVA, AND I WILL NEVER FORGET
HE LIKES TO SLIDE
HIS FINGERS IN AND OUTSIDE OF THE
SHELL THAT BY MAN IS DEFINED
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2. |
Black Death
01:47
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You don't want me
(So stop pretending you do)
You don't love me
(So just unscrew the screw)
Get off me
(You fucked me through and through)
You don't want me
(I hope this is the last I see of you)
Get out of may head, get of my mind
Get out of my bed, leave the memories behind
A crack in the earth where I'll never find
Fuck
You don't want me
(So stop pretending you do)
You don't love me
(So just unscrew the screw)
Get off me
(You fucked me through and through)
You don't want me
(I hope this is the last I see of you)
You don't want me
(So stop pretending you do)
You don't love me
(So just unscrew the screw)
Get off me
(You fucked me through and through)
You don't want me
(I hope this is the last I see of you)
Who's this bitch that said I was special
Who's this bitch that said I have potential
Who's this bitch, I want my freedom back
Who's this bitch that said I was special
Who's this bitch that said I have potential
Who's this bitch, I want my freedom back
I want my freedom back
I want to dye it black
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3. |
Sick Sick Sick
02:47
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They call us sick sick sick
Triple six six six
Aborting Jesus from our lips
I ain’t trying to climb a crucifix
Ain’t trying to be something that don’t exist
The sickness will persist
They call us sick sick sick
Triple six six six
As if there’s a cure for this
As if they know what sick is
Baby I own my sickness
The sickness will persist
Call my love sick sick sick
Call my love sick sick sick
Call my love sick sick sick
Cross my heart six six six
Triple six six six
It ain’t a crime I commit
The sickness already is
(Triple six six six)
And no, I won’t ask forgiveness
No, I won’t call it sin
No, I won’t ask for acceptance
As if you ever had a choice in this
And no, I won’t call it sickness
No, I won’t call it sin
But baby if it’s sickness
Then hell, I’m sick sick sick
Sick sick sick
They call us sick sick sick
Triple six six six
Sick sick sick
I ain’t fucking sick sick sick
I ain’t fucking sick sick sick
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4. |
Hell I Call Mine
03:02
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If you had god on your side
I’d say it was Suicide
Death to the butterfly
That was just trying to spread its wings
Moth moth moth on fire
Kill all your dreams and desires
There’s a higher power here
And it’s feeding off your fear
Boys will be boys and girls will be hurt
And what you get is what you deserve
And if it leaves a scar it’s a scar you’ve earned
Just an apologist
Just a broken little bitch
Can’t bite at their own pitch
Yeah I call you hypocrite
You took away a life
And gave me a hell I call mine
So if you don’t want to pay the price
Don’t you dare make it mine
My closet is a butchery
Slaughter of my feral dreams
Hope for anything I wanted to be
It’s a man’s world now you see and it screams
Rape rape rape rape me
Tran-Tran-Tran- translate me
Manipulate and break me
You won’t ever believe me
Boys will be boys and girls will be hurt
And what you get is what you deserve
And if it leaves a scar it’s a scar you’ve earned
Think about what you can’t undo
Yes history has its hands wrapped around you
History has its hands wrapped around you
History has its hands wrapped around you
Just an apologist
Just a broken little bitch
Can’t bite at their own pitch
Yeah, I call you hypocrite
You took away a life
And gave me a hell I call mine
So if you don’t want to pay the price
Don’t you dare make it mine
Just an apologist
Just a broken little bitch
Can’t bite at their own pitch
Yeah, I call you hypocrite
You took away a life
And gave me a hell I call mine
So if you don’t want to pay the price
Don’t you dare make it mine
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5. |
We Go Insane
05:54
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We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
And you’ll never know my name
Just another body you put to shame
I know the other girls feel the same
We go insane
Just another corpse in the closet
If I had your love I had already lost it
Your love was a wrapper to pain
And now nothing will be the same
We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
You don’t even know my name
You gave me your own
My skin was yours to be shown
I know I’m not alone
But I can’t stand up
Without fearing the fall
Because when I fell
You’d remind me who gave me it all
I go insane
We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
I go insane
Tangled web of a brain
Catching bugs that all say the same
I don’t deserve a thing
I go insane
I’m losing weight
As I’m losing space
Afraid to leave a trace
They’ll only know me by my grave
And nothing will ever be the same
We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
We go insane
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6. |
The Woman in Me
03:44
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THEY TRIED TO KILL THE WOMAN IN ME
BOUND TOGETHER MY HANDS AND FEET
THEY WILL NEVER SET HER FREE
DEATH TO MY VIRTUOUS ANONYMITY
YOU‘RE FUCKED BY A GROWN ASS WOMAN
HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL DEEP UNDERNEATH
THE FAÇADE THAT I NEVER BOUGHT
I DON’T BELIEVE IN THE SHIT YOUR FATHERS TAUGHT YOU
YOU CAN'T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME
BECAUSE WOMAN IS IN EVERYTHING
YOU CAN’T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME
BECAUSE WOMAN IS IN EVERYTHING
THEY TRY TO KILL THE WOMAN IN YOU
SUCK HER FROM EVERYTHING YOU DO
THE UNDESIRABLE IN A WORLD UNTRUE
BORN TO RIP A HOLE IN MAN’S UNRULY WOMB
GOD IS A MOTHERFUCKING WOMAN
YOUR FREUDIAN LOGIC DON’T MEAN SHIT TO ME
I DON’T WANT TO FUCK MY FATHER
I WANT TO FUCK THE HOLY DIVINE MOTHER
YOU CAN'T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME
BECAUSE WOMAN IS IN EVERYTHING
YOU CAN’T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME
BECAUSE WOMAN IS IN EVERYTHING
YOU CAN’T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME
BECAUSE WOMAN IS IN EVERYTHING
YOU CAN’T KILL THE WOMAN IN ME
BECAUSE WOMAN, WOMAN IS MY PLEA
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7. |
Whore Moans
03:06
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My body wails and screams
The thoughts that a single touch can leave
The thoughts a single night can leave
The scars a single man can leave
I walk around circles in my head
Looking for a single etch
Of the woman I used to be
And the belief that the fault belongs with me
Blame it on the whore moans
Blame it on the whore moans
Blame it on the whore whore
Moans
I turned my back on god for you
I did all the things you wanted me to do
But it was nothing in the end
Just another thing to repent
And another part of myself to resent
Another part of myself to resent
Another part of myself to resent
You’re just another sin that I'll have to repent
Blame it on the whore moans
Blame it on the whore moans
Blame it on the whore whore
Moans
We all want the punishment
Guilt is our reverence
Can’t look past the elegance
Of infinite torture
We all want the punishment
Sell ourselves to pay our stay
Humanity can wait
Torture is our new fate
Blame it on the whore moans
Blame it on the whore moans
Blame it on the whore whore
Moans
Blame it on the whore
Blame it on the whore
Blame it on the whore
Blame it on the whore
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8. |
Sadie Mae
04:10
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What the hell am I doing here
Came to the same place every year
I live the same life, I commit the same crimes
I am the same wife that’s been holding back a year of tears
Because nothing is the same
When they know what’s in your head
It’s just another cigarette
To watch burn in smoke signal regrets
I hate the person that I am
I hate the person I’ve become
But it’s hard to leave a loving hand
A hand that knows how to shove
You don’t love love me like you say you do
I stayed tied to a bed untrue
I’ll suffocate myself till my face matches
This sad heart of blue
I’ll love you like Sadie Mae
Ill swallow like a heart in pain
I would’ve taken everything
Until they would’ve taken me
You can’t look me in the eye
Your touch feels like suicide
Death to the life we once had
A life I’ll never get back
What the hell am I doing here
Who the hell dared to let me in
I’m not a body of innocence
I’ve been marked with a body of sin
And I’m afraid I won’t get to heaven
Because I’m made to withstand hell
Out of all of gods angels
I just had to be the one that fell
And when I say I’m crazy
Don’t forget we live in a crazy world
But I know I’ll always be that crazy girl
Wear a man’s marking like a pearl
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
Cause if it didn’t it felt so bad
I’ll always be a crazy girl
The craziest you’ll ever have
I’ll love you like Sadie Mae
Ill swallow like a heart in pain
I would’ve taken everything
Until they would’ve taken me
Love letters from a padded room
I’ve been trying to cut into my leg
I’ve been asking god to live
But you know that I will never beg
And I’m afraid I won’t get to heaven
Because I’m made to withstand hell
Out of all of gods angels
I just had to be the one that fell
And I’m afraid I won’t get to heaven
Because I’m made to withstand hell
Out of all of gods angels
I just had to be the one that fell
I’ll love you like Sadie Mae
Ill swallow like a heart in pain
I would’ve taken everything
Until they would’ve taken me
You can’t look me in the eye
Your touch feels like suicide
Death to the life we once had
A life I’ll never get back
You can’t look me in the eye
You can’t look me in the eye
You can’t look me in the eye
You can’t
I’m a crazy girl
I’m a crazy girl
I’m a crazy girl
Borne from a crazy world
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9. |
Milk (Bonus Track)
05:00
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My fingers bleed inside
I wear the feral hide
Eyes closed, mind open wide
Can't save me if you tried
Fuck forbidden fruit
I'm forbidden too
I belong in chains
So I must now obey
Tell me that this world
Will always look the same
Tell me there's no hope
No chance at life to tame
Your door is opened wide
I've seen the angels cry
I've seen the demons laugh
Warded from questioning why
I spill milk all the time
Emotions aren't that kind
You know my weaknesses
So you control my mind
Tell me I'm your girl
But I am just your slave
Tell me it can't get worse
In darkness I am safe
I'm told to just breathe
Suck it up and steep
Evaporate that steam
Put the fire out in me
Sell away my soul
Give you full control
I've given in whole
I still fear the cold
Maybe it's my fault
Maybe you're right
Tomorrow we'll all pay
Tomorrow comes tonight
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